“No more grapes until you finish that donut…” Yep. That’s a direct quote that came from my mouth a few years ago as my two-year-old consumed the only breakfast item she cared to eat at that meal. If I ever write a parenting book – that will be the title.
Reflecting back, there are so many words I’ve said as a 30-something parent that 20-something me would never have imagined. These words I say multiple times a week:
- No singing at the dinner table.
- Don’t scratch the table with your fork.
- Feet off the table.
- Don’t touch your feet at the table (is this just my kids? so many are about dinner)
- Where are your pants?
- You’re not the parent (stop bossing your sibling).
- Yes, you have to pick up your mess.
- I can’t hear you over your whining.
Then there’s the mundane of life that I get really excited about. Potty training, for example. I have behaved like I just won an Olympic gold after my child went potty. Jumping, flailing, high fives, beaming with pride. I make up potty lyrics to popular songs (my favorite being Potty Rockin’ in the House Tonight) and sing them for what feels like hours on end.
20-something me would be appalled at how often my mother’s words just fall right out of my mouth. The most notable being “Be quiet…I’m on the phone!” It’s not just those words but the way I say them. And I get it now. The entire house can be calm but as soon as a parent gets a phone call, every child in the house will begin to ask for cookies, play with the loudest toy in the house (drum set), and engage in a shouting match with a sibling. It’s just a rule. I did it to my mom. My kids do it to me.
Some of these are funny examples, but there are some I’m less proud of. I distinctly remember rocking an inconsolable infant after many nights of lack of sleep and telling my husband, “we are never doing this again” (meaning have another child). That was during a refining stage for me where some of the selfishness of singledom and early marriage had yet to be sifted out. Obviously my opinion changed (two more times, to be exact), but the point is there are things I might wish I could unsay as a parent. And some others that I can only laugh at and try to do better in the future…including “no more grapes until you finish that donut.”